SEC 1 HALF OF YEAR

2006-08-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

PS: IM NOT REFERRING TO ANY OF YOU ALL. SERIOUS.

fuck off, loser.
this is MY blog and YOU dont come and intrude.
stop being so nosey.
yes you might want to find out more.
but why?
finding out more through reading blogs?
are you such a loser?
cant you just open your mouth?
or do you just have the disability to open it uh?
FUCK OFF, LOSER (:

2006-05-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

okay, today was SUPPPERR-DUPPPERR funn x))
went to tracy's house to float on the turtle !
oh, did i mention the turtle ?! (:
hahaha !
its not a real turtle .
its a float turtle .
LOL .
we went through great pains just to get onto the turtle together .
and that damn dragonfly had to spoil the fun =(
*pouts*
oh yeah .
and a dog-ger ( tracy, wahhah xD ) spoiled the fun too !
the dog-ger swam across the pool !
tracy and i were freaking out !
especially me .
you can ask tracy .
the look of terror on my face .
ahhaha .
and then, we wrote letter to 807 boy !
hhahahs xD
and yeah, i got emotional .
and whatever .
my heart was bleeding .
BLEEDING .
and that tracy was so hesitant .
so later from the playground, we chiong to the basement .
just to change the position of the letter .
and what happened to the paper ?
ON THE BICYCLE .
hahaha !
just hope that he saw that letter !
hahahaha !
okay, LUCK TO YOU, TRACY !
<33333

2006-05-29T19:57:00.000-07:00

im stuck at home :(
ARGH .
hate this kind of feeling .
anyone wanna go out ?

2006-05-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

just watched superband .
you all must support SOUL okay !
or milubing !
hahah .
bcos from what i think, SOUL and milubing are the only two band that really have talent lah .
hahahs .
no offence to the other bands though .

GO SOUL AND MI LU BING ((:

2006-05-28T07:33:00.000-07:00

lallala .
today went to do C.I.P with tenna ((x
hehe .
as usual, tenna and i slack .
lols .
we both 100 % slackers .
we go play daytona 2 at arcade .
instead of asking pple to donate money .
bleahhs .
but only slack 1 hour larh .
later we really got work !
lols .
we still buy mei zhen xiang the bacon and eat =P
wahlao .
then got alot pple dao us larh .
we hold the box .
nvr even ask them .
then they raise their hand and wave le .
its like wth lah !
then we walk where .
then they purpsoely go up escalator .
wahlao lah .
hahaha .

then later we no choice .
we wait at MRT lor .
then got this guy lah .
he at the escalator giving out pamphlets .
then he stand there for 3 hours .
then i stand at mrt at 3 hrs .
then we keep looking at each other lah .
hahaha .
nobody want to donate =(
that TENNNNAAA !
got pple give her 10 dollar note lah !
wth !
JEALOUUSSSS !
then got one woman thought we pri sch lah .
hrmpff .
kay lah
late le .
bbyes .

2006-05-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

went to peirce ear today !
WHEEE ~
hehe (:
then i go wallet shop buy myuk wallet ((:
$23 lerh .
i no money ler larh .
sho happy !
hahaha .
then i saw subin and hazel larh !
they doing cip at bugis marh .
then hold the box sian sian .
so i donate them money lorh .
hahha .
tmr my turn do cip larh .
hahah .
if see me, must donate money !
hahha .
lols .

2006-05-25T05:00:00.000-07:00

today so FUN !
last day of school and i met him !
FINALLY !
omg .
hahahh im so happy lah !
at first i saw two yckss guys there .
thens i just like see normally larh .
then 269 come le .
then i want to board le .
then i realised its HIM !
i was so happy larh .
sy say he not shuai .
hahah .
TRACY< you believe le mah ?
i told you i dont ALWAYS go for shuai guys only .
hhahas .
then afters i tell sy .
" ehh . its him leh "
then sy like nvr hear .
then i say .
" that guy "
then i think the yckss guy heard lah !
SO PAI SEH !
hahha .
actually come to think of it, its good to let him know .
hahha .
in the bus .
i never look at him .
then sy look lah .
hahha .
then i turn back once .
i saw him like smiling and talking to his friend .
but looking at me .
hahah .
i so darn happy lah !
one smile and cheer me up for whole day !
what happen to me lah !
GOD
hahha .
at least now i feel that its worth to break 2 person's heart for his .
im really sorry for the 2 person .
but i really like this yckss guy .
i really wanna know him .
bcos i scared after this year, i wont see him again .
he wearing long pants .
dunno is sec3 or 4 .
if sec 4 .
i cant see him anymore .
the thought of it really makes me hearbrokened .

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today went to science centre AGAIN .
then the fun part was only after lunch .
we went to the scie centre fair .
then got this civil defence car .
then they take someting that looks like a gun lah .
then can shoot water de .
then we all get wet larh .
then we quickly go indoors .
then we go to this 'freeze your shadow' thingy .
and then when we were taking .
got one bunch of boys come in and say .
' wah all girls leh . steady arh '
then we were like .
wth !
whats your prob lah !
nvr see girls before meh ?
crazy .
siao gina .
hhahah .

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then afters collect PPR lor .
as EXPECTED, my grades deproved .
and then parents scold .
and then blah blah .

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then sushilla leaving le lor .
then got alot pple cry larh .
then i control lor .
then go home i so happy that i saw him lah .
so i dint cry .
hahah thanks to him !
lols .

OKAY LAH ! i like him, i admit .
lols .

bbai xD

2006-05-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

ive got something to announce !

ILOVETRACY !
I LOVE THE ADRIANO-LOVER ! (:

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2006-05-22T03:36:00.000-07:00

ive been tagged by brenda to do this.

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.Dont read the below questions before you write and tag five people to do this survey.
1) seeyi
2) tracy
3) hazel
4) ruth
5) binghong
6) chuan ping
7) tenna
8) benita
9) geths =D
10) hazel woon
11) subin
12) ting yuan
13) nen que
14) mervin
15) elissa
16) sarah
17) *************************************
18) cheryl seet
19) wenjing
20) fang qi

how did you meet 14 ?
mervin. errr . p5 ? hhaha . actually p1 same class le =P

what would you do if you never met 1 ?
seeyi. dunno leh . hahha . lose a good fren ?

what would you do if 20 and 9 dated ?
OOMG ! hahhaha . impossible ! fangqi is one year younger than geths !

did you ever like 19 ?
wenjing. =.=" im not les larh!

would 6 and 17 make a good couple ?
chuan ping and ************. hahha NO .

describe 3 .
hazel. she likes to sing oldies! and is very humorous! i <333 her to death !

do you think 8 is attractive ?
benita. hahha okay okay lor .

tell me something about 7.
tenna, SHE IS A SHORTIE AND LOVES TO EAT ORANGLE BOWL LIKE ME (:

do you know any of 12's family ?
ting yuan. her mum only larh.

whats 8's favourtie ?
benita. dunno. watch movies ? hahah xD

what would you do if if 11 confesses that he/she likes you ?
subin. IMPOSSIBLE!

What language does 15 speak?
english and chinese =.="

Who is 9 going out with?
geths. ive got no idea!

How old is 16 now?
sarah. same age as me ?

When was the last time you talked to 13?
nen que. face to face is months ago. but msn just 1 hour ago!

Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
tracy. ADRIANO! WANG LEE HONG!

Would you date 4?
ruth. NO =.="

Would you date 7 ?
tenna. hahaa i dont mind! lol . jkjk.

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
subin. NO ! crazy i told you i not les le .

What school does 3 go to?
hazel. st nicks lor.

Whats your favourite thing about 5?
binghong. hahha. ermm . can cheer me up? hahha . dunno lerh.

Have you seen no.1 naked?
seeyi. CRAZY. why would i want to see her larh ! hahah.

People tagged to do this:
bing hong xD
ruth
geths
hazel
subin

2006-05-20T21:55:00.000-07:00

ive changed hairstyle!
and i look like a complete freak!
i have doubts about going back to pcps on fri already.
GAWD.
argh argh argh!
pleasee dont laugh at me when i go to school!

2006-05-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

oh yay (:
im finally posting on this blog!
bleahs.
i blogged on my personal blog for four times one day ?
hahahr!
im obsessed with it =X
bcos i can blog absolutely what i want there.
but here?
i cant.
bcos some things are too personal.
ahahhas.
anways, i need TESTI !
please please please drop me testis okay !
hahahha .
thanksLOADS ;;

2006-05-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

too busy to update this blog.
i have another personal blog to manage.
yeah.
anyways, i had xi you ji today.
i was freaking out!
ARGH.
there were loads of distractions.
first, outside was quite noisy.
then there were lots of charity students outside at their back classroom door.
that means, they can see me story-telling.
i dont know why.
my sentence keep breaking off halfway.
when i was storytelling.
then in the end my sentences were SO SO SO SO brokened.
aww whatever.
its over, and i dont want to think about it, anymore (:

anyway, i have something else to think of .
hah kay bye pple .
and those who wants my personal blog add .
ask from me PERSONALLY .
please dont be a chicken and ask others.
thanks.

2006-05-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

sry for not blogging.
its not that i didnt have the time to.
its that i just dont have the mood to blog.
yeah.
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stupid sushi say my socks too low.
then she ask me take out my shoe to let her see.
then she keep asking me to pull pull pull.
its like already cannot pull lah.
i didnt even fold my socks!
HELLO?!?
old hag.
and she says im bird-brained and mindless.
copying the others who fold their socks.
oh hello !
i didnt even fold my socks, OLD HAG !
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anyway im damn pissed off with a person in msn lah.
wahlao you can go die lah.
PUI lah.
peaceout.

2006-05-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

I WANNA PON SKL TMR !
I DONT WANNA GO SCHOOL !
HELP !

2006-05-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

ystd was quite fun lah.
hahha.
went to my cuz house to bbq.
yepps.
then today i buy deuter bag + belt + slippers (:
shoo happyy !
hahaha.
lol.
# SIAN
tmr xi you ji lah!
i confirm DIE.
really lah.
PUI.

2006-05-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

{ FUCKIT .

in the morn, i realised i have no shoes to wear to school.
then my maid got me a pair of shoes.
and the shoelace spoilt.
in the end, i got another shoelace from my another shoe.
which doesnt even suit my shoe.

then at sci centre, it was so boring.
im so effing jealous of tenna!
she skipped it and went to camp at her friend's house.
AWW.

after the thingy ended, i came home straight.
i seriously dont understand whats so nice about sci centre.
my whole class or at least ALMOST my whole class stayed to explore or watch the omni theatre or whatever.
arent they bored enough by the lesson?
whatever.

i came home.
and i had a few phone calls.
i answered the phone and then after a few seconds.
my mum would pick it up and say hello and interrupt my call.
and then she would overhear everything over the phone.
and after when we want to say bye.
then she say ' orh ! XXX arh '
ive got privacy you know.
and heng, it wasnt HIM who called.
if not im so DEAD.
ITS FUCKING IRRITATING.
and its not just once.
but MANY times.
i dont want to be angry with her.
but i cant help it.
her actions really make me feel so ...
ARGHHH .
fuckit lah.
tmr's mother's day.
i have nothing to say to her.
really.

forget it, i guess itll just be another ordinary day.
bye people.
not in a good mood.
so DONT talk to me in msn.
BYE.

2006-05-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

as usual, it wasnt a good day.
in fact, it was quite a bad day.
i dont want to lose a friend.
i dont want to argue.
bcos i know it'll hurt both of us even furthur.
so i act as if it has no impact on me, and replied THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT . HAHHA . OKAY .
at least, if i do this.
it will be okay.
anyway, i just want to let you know.
it really was a phone call.
i dont care if you believe me.
bcos i know you wont.
so i replied thanks for the compliment.
anyway,i still love you.
i still treat you like my friend.

2006-05-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

PLEASE, DONT LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF .

ihateitwhenihavetoactlikenothinghavehappened.
myheartwasbreaking.

perhapsyoudidntevenknowyouwerebreakingmyheart.

youwerestabbingit.

youweretearingit.

youaskedmewhymyreplytoyourquestionwassoslow.

ineverreplied.

itwasbecauseimaffected.

veryaffected.

youweretheonewhowantedittogoon.
andyoupromisedmethatnomatterwhat.
wewontbeseparated.

it was all a LIE
wasnt it?

i didnt make it.
it was less than a month.
may3 i swore to be happy.
may 11 i failed.

2006-05-10T00:42:00.000-07:00

in skl lib now (:

lalallalalal xD

2006-05-09T02:01:00.000-07:00

SIANN <
its like what the heck lah!
stupid mr lee come confiscate my hp!
PUI.
later end of lesson i ask him return me back.
then he ask me get from OM lor.
i was like ' HUH !'
then he say
' so you want to take it back from me or from OM ? '
then i was like
' you lah '
then he keep saying all the crap.
say i break school rules.
then make me very what lor.
cos he say
' its not my fault right ? right or wrong ? whose fault is it ? '
its like so what lah !
i was like { whatthefuck } lor !
then after school, went to j8 with elissa walk walk lor.
sian one lah.
hahaha.
then we wanna go guides house buy hat.
then the auntie say no stock again!
...
i so fucking angry lah!
RAHHH .

2006-05-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

{ OVERLOADED ;

i have so many things on hand now.
im breathless.
UGHH !
then i saw fangqi today when i went home.
i purposely look out of window.
dont let him see me.
then he still call my name -.-"
then his voice so DAMN low !
he teased me about my height AGAIN.
lols.
i know im short.
but dunnid to lidat rights.
hahahha.
okay, having geog test tmr!
i hope to FAIL it ((:
okay, wish me BAD luck !
bye peoplee ! xD

GEOGRAPHY SUCKS LIKE HELL (:

2006-05-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

ystd went to hazel's house again.
ate KFC again.
did the board game again.
the room was cold yet AGAIN.

today went to j8 buy mother's day card.
then guo liang was queueing in front of me in popular.
he was with his child.
alot of pple were starring at him.
then after that, he went to christofori.
then i went home lol.

2006-05-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

I CANT GET ENOUGH OF THIS SONG :D

2006-05-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

SIANN <
today napfa 2.4km.
hahah. at least i got lesser than 14:30 ((:
hehh .
lol. i got 14:29.
i feel so pitiful lah !
i everything also A except for sit and reach.
which is like E ?
{ whatthefuck ? }
ahaha .
then today our school used for polling.
then they let us off at 1pm (:
but then, there were so many people at the bus-stop !
and in the end, we took a taxi ( we waited like super long ! )
AWW .
then go KFC eat then go hazel condo ((:
hehh .
the MPL ( if i rmbered correctly) very cold lah !
we were like freezing to death.
and at about 4 +
there was this little girl who came into the room and started jumping about -.-
it distracted us, OF COURSE.
lol.
when hazel asked her what was her name, she replied
" i am monkey "
DIAO
hahaha.
then while we were doing project, she kept coming and disturbing us.
UGHH <
in the end, we didnt even draw the pics on the board lah !
hahah . i think im going to her hse tmr to finish it up.
i hope that small girl wont be there anymore.
lol.
im just so evil =X
kay lah, monday story telling le.
gotta go summarise it liao.
bye people ((:

2006-05-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

today keep laughing for whole day lah.
especially in macdonalds with sy -.-
first, there was this old man who was sitting near us, reading newspaper.
then, he took out something LIKE a handphone.
i couldnt see clearly because there was light reflecting.
sy kept asking me to look at the man.
then i was asking what happen.
then she say the old man using MAGNIFIER to see newspaper.
even though he had a spectacle.
then we burst out laughing.
i think the person who was sitting beside us were thinking we are mad.
second, we kept laughing.
then i go poke sy the waist.
then sy jumped up.
and took the straw for my drink and wanted to poke me with it.
heng, my reaction fast lol.
hahhaa.
then today at bio, we were examining the bacteria.
then i look into the beaker filled in water ( the one needed to put the bacteria in)
then i realised that there was a bottle of crystal violet solution floating on it.
i call ruth who was putting whatever solution on the slide.
then she and i started laughing bcos ruth tot the beaker was empty so she put it in lol.
then today napfa 5 items.
then i all As but then only the sit and reach E lol.
that means, i can only get bronze ='(
the most funny part : in the bus.
its like at the angmokio sec busstop there then got 2 amk sec guys boarded the bus.
then the second guy (jincheng) was busy with the coins.
then nvm.
then the first guy sat on a seat not faraway.
and the second guy sat opposite me(the seat opposite each other)
then its like a few busstop then the first guy go down le.
then the second guy havent lah.
he was digging into his bag for his mp3.
i saw his chinese composition squashed in his bag.
and the 'friday weekly" was dog-eared.
then he find for very long then take one green colour pouch come out.
then its his mp3.
then i think his mp3 no batt.
so he take out one whole new packet of batteries.
then he try for a few times then cannot open.
then he use alot of strength until the whole seat move.
then open le.
then he hear music lah.
then he look at me.
then he use his hand cover his face and sleep.
then afters he wake up le.
then he keep looking at me lah.
{whatthefuck}
then i dunno how to react lol.
i keep stamping my foot lol.
then i look out of the bus to see scenery lol.
then its like 'hen she me'
then got one part he keep looking at me until i almost laugh lol.
bcos i rmb him opening the batteries lah.
then he still keep looking at me lol.
then go down bus le.
he go down same stop lah.
then when he go down, then our eyes met each other.
then he laugh.
then i almost laugh again lol.
then same case lor.
he stay same place as the yckss guy.
i walk this side.
he walk that side.
lol.

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2006-05-03T07:17:00.000-07:00

IM SO SORRY !
I JUST WENT THROUGH THE SMS AND REALISED THAT THE SCIENCE THINGY IS ACTUALLY CHANGED TO 20TH NOT 12TH .
IM SO SORRY !
=(
PAI SEH !
I WENT THROUGH THE SMS A FEW TIMES AND DID NOT REALISE
UNTIL MY FRIEND CALLED AND ASKED ME TO SEE CAREFULLY AND I REALISED THAT ITS TWENTIENTH INSTEAD OF TWELTH.
IM SO SORRY. SERIOUSLY.
PLS DUN KILL ME !

2006-05-03T02:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLEE ((:

IM REJOICING ((:

MY SCIENCE TRIP HAS CHANGED TO THURSDAY ((:

THAT MEANS, I CAN GO FOR ENROLMENT !

yay ((:

i was crying when i received that news .

we were at ty's house and me sy were like hugging each other and crying .

i was really exhilarated !

i really hoped that i could turn up .

yea, god hear my prayers !

im SUPPPPERRR HAPPYYY <<<

noone'sgonnaspoilmymoodeveragain ((:

2006-04-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

hello xD

bought thumbdrive and two polo tees today (:

heh (:

i <333 my thumbdrive !

its white in colour and its quite small ((:

i bought one green and one yellow polo tees .

yayness (:

lolls .

hehe .

byebye xD

2006-04-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

im officially mad now (:

guess what im wearing ?

my guides uniform !

lol .

im sho proud of myself =X

heh (:

im so excited for the enrolment on 13o5

it will be a special day for me that i will never forget .

i swear (:

i simply love guides !

yayness (:

anyways, i have so many stuffs undone =(

bio minitask, wayang kulit, poem, jian bao, xi you zi .

im sho DEAD =X

boohooo ...

2006-04-28T06:19:00.001-07:00

hihies .

so funny la today .

is like i very excited ma .

then i 7 + wake up le .

den i sms tracy and benita to wake up lol .

den i go online see tracy online le (:

she say she 5:30 wake up .

lols !

then we go watch aquamarine .

then got some obscene parts .

then the boys in front keep making noises -.-

then behind us got one teenage girl and boy .

they keep kissing la .

if like normal kiss okay la .

they kiss until likee .....

lolls .

den we keep toking about them .

then we go out of cinema .

saw renfred !!!!

its like he's so SHUAI ?

OMGG !

then i just walk pass lor .

then later wenjing keep pushing me to renfred -.-

then i keep refusing then i ask her to let go .

then she dun let go lor !

then i shout la .

then renfred look at me like he's very irritated lidat leh !

its like whatthefuck !

im so angry with her la .

of cos i never say .

anyway she doesnt read my blog la .

so even i type she also wont know .

unless sumone told her la !

haiis .

thenn greeen house won !

yayness ((:

woohoo !

three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for green house !

hip hip HOORAY .

hip hip HOORAY .

hip hip HOOORRAAAYYY !! ((:

2006-04-27T17:31:00.000-07:00

# imsopissedoff .

i asked my maid to reheat the food.

thenn she don wan lor.

then i asked her to alter my guides skirt bcos too long.

then she dont wan also lehs.

walaos.

hrmppff =(

nvmm .

later i going out to j8.

heh (:

bye pple (:

go GREEENNN

2006-04-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

hellos xD

im feeling high today.

but im abit sad for sy.

she lost her wallet on the bus!

poor her!

=(

i bought my guides uniform today !

wee (:

lol.

nth to say le =X

byebye (:

{ GO GREEENNN !

2006-04-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

# notagoodday.

when we were going back home, ty said that we were going to sci centre on 13th may.

i was like {whatthefuck} !

that is the day i get enrolled.

that is the day i can wear my full guides uniform.

that is day i get to be a real guide.

that is day the badge is pinned onto me.

that is day which rewards me for working so hard for 4 months.

and yet, this must happen !

WHY ?

i seriously do not understand.

' HELL <

today during bio lesson, XXX keep sms-ing me.

its like so fucking irritating ?!?

" why u dont reply? wan to diao me arh? u busy arh ? wad you doing now ? "

isnt it obvious that i dont like him.

he keep pestering me.

its like my hp keep vibrating.

and yes, bcos of him.

i accidentally clicked the 'un-silent' button.

and my hp rang, luckily, mr wong dint do anything.

he still sms-ing me now!

its like GRR.

okay, whatever.

i really hope that mr wong will allow me not to go sci centre.

wish me luck kayys (:

thankiew xD

hehheheh xD

2006-04-25T04:36:00.000-07:00

i have nothing more to say.

i wanted to pass it desperately.

ive already did badly for my chi test.

i told myself to be good in guides.

but this had to happen.

my sadness have gone beyond its limit.

i cried in the shower.

i ate exceptionally alot today at dinner.

what on earth am i doing ?

am i hiding away from reality ?

i told myself it was okay.

but in my heart, i know that its not okay at all.

am i reassuring myself ?

im brokened.

i tried my best.

i swear i really did.

i believed you have made mistakes before.

others have relented and let you pass.

why must you be so cruel ?

even the others allowed me to pass.

but you refused.

when you asked me " do you think you can improve if you practise ? "

i said " no " and smiled.

did you know that i was on the verge on tears ?

did you know i wanted to cry out loud ?

did you know i was holding on to my tears?

DID YOU KNOW ?

i doubt so.

i cried on the bus.

everythings wrong.

results, family probs and ... other stuffs .

im drained.

i dont want to hate you.

i really dont.

i know you refused is because you wanted me to be perfect.

im sorry to tell you.

I CANT BE PERFECT.

i spent hours on it.

and what do i get?

SORROW.

i was holding on to my tears while i walked to the busstop.

i didnt want others to know how weak i was.

they joked when we walked.

but i couldnt laugh.

i was controlling my tears.

i was looking upwards so that my tears wont drip.

i was holding my mouth together.

look at what you have did.

are you happy ?

its all becauseofyou.

2006-04-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

{ idontknow.

everytime i hav lots of things to say.

bud whenever i face this blank box.

# iamlostforwords.

i ..

ive been bottling up my feelings for long.

i cant take it anymore.

im gonna burst soon, anytime.

icry. inthemiddleofthenite.

itoldmyselftobebrave.

andswallowedmytears.

butitcameupagain.

idontknow.

LEAVEMEALONE ]]

2006-04-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

i have no idea why either .

i cant seem to study or do anything la !

its like im so busy this week !

i hav like 4 test ?

if i rmbered correctly la !

i have alot of assignments that are about to due ler .

and i haven laid my hands on it yet =X

i have wayang kulit , bio minitask and eng lit , summarise xi you zi .

i dont care ler lor .

FREAK <

2006-04-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

friday i went to j8 with hazel (:

bought her one soft toy banana from action city (:

hahar .

so kewt la !

i ate loadds =D

i ate cheese fries .

then i ate popcorn .

den i ate tori-q chicken balls .

lols .

{ hais .

im so sick these few days .

pple keep asking for my hp no.

i already have bad experience ler .

i dun wan it to happen again.

den so stubborn .

he say wil keep trying until i accept him.

its like i don like him at all.

hais.

den he say its not impossible for me to like him.

im sick.

i already told him i dun wan to stead .

i feel like dying la .

i already told him not to waste his time.

i already told him i wan to study.

a few bad experience is bad enough ler la.

i dun wan it to happen again.

world got so many much more cuter der .
{ brokenpromises << # 23 says: dun waste ur time on me . { brokenpromises << # 23 says: i aint worth it . { brokenpromises << # 23 says: its not worth it * { brokenpromises << # 23 says: really . { brokenpromises << # 23 says: sorry . ( i dun wish to disclose his name)says: dun wan ( i dun wish to disclose his name )says: i will wait lor { brokenpromises << # 23 says: i dun wan u to waste time . { brokenpromises << # 23 says: there are girls out there worthy of your love (i dun wish to disclose his name) says: wat u mean by waste time? i dont know how to ans his qs ! can i just say : cos i won accept u ? i dont wanna hurt him .

2006-04-22T00:42:00.000-07:00

im so fucking pissed okays.

* this post may seem silly to some pple *

today i went for guides.

i practised the WHOLE 5 hours marching.

and in the end.

i didnt even had a chance to hoist the flag.

when i reached home.

( the weather was like DAMN hot )

my mother nagged incessantly.

and asked stupid qs.

like " have you eaten ? (DUH, its like 4pm nw ?) "

then when i was IN the kitchen, she asked again

" have porridge to eat . "

its like DUH, I CAN SEE . IM NOT BLIND .

den i went into my room

and closed the door .

den she came in and say .

" why u close the door ? "

its like !

its my room rites .

i hav the right to close it la !

walaaos .

she just complained to my father that i rude .

and my father scolded me .

whatever .

im sick of my life .

den she tok spit saliva on me .

enough .

itsjustnotfair.

ihavenoughstressalready.

PEACEOUT -

2006-04-20T01:24:00.000-07:00

- SPEECHLESS -

ihavenfoundtherightwordstosay.

iloveyouu. imissyouu.

idontknow. i seriouslydontknow.

i .......

2006-04-18T02:20:00.000-07:00

hellos =D

just sent sy to the mrt station (:

whoops .

saw one st nicks girl holding hands with a guy .

hhahas .

den there was this raffles guy at the same bus stop .

he keep looking at me -.-

den bus thirteen come ler .

den he also board the bus .

denn on the bus he still keep looking at me la .

denn i just ignore lor .

denn the traffic very slow ma .

denn i look at him la ( it was less than a split second )

denn he was day-dreaming .

denn whenn he saw me looking at him .

he immediately like ( wake up from his day-dreaming )

andd look at me larr .

hahah .

wanna laff .

buddens bus got so many pple .

later they think i siao .

hahahahs .

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{ today maths dunno come what sai teacher la .

walaos .

down there tok crap niaa .

siann ..

stil gif so much hw larr !

walao .

he can go die ler la =X

------------------------------------

just now sy come my house .

den we went to youtube and watch ghost show .

den sho scary lar .

we ran out of the room .

and we dint dare to look at the damn comp larr .

hahahahs .

2006-04-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

# its all my fault .

i should be blamed .

i dont have the damn mood to study anything .

im having chi test tmr &

i cant concentrate .

i was looking forward to going out together tmr .

and this had to happen .

why ?

im not blaming you .

its just that ..

i dont know .

{ UGHH .

im sorry .

i deserved that slap .

not you .

im too distracted to think of anything else .

i guess tonight will be another sleepless night .

iloveyouu .

\ peaceout

2006-04-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

{ bleahhs .

nenque : renfred is much better than zhi yang (:

zhi yang is like so ...

hahahas . no offence to those who like him la .

okayys . gotta do homework ler .

byebye xD

2006-04-14T04:45:00.000-07:00

today was a happy day afterall (:

saw april (:

she dint change much jus that her ponytail shorter (:

hahar .

bought 1 ice lemon tee jeans and 1 b.u.m jeans (:

& one OP shorts (:

currently feeling very happy (:

lolls .

anyways, ive just took photo of 'em (:

lolls .

2006-04-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

hihi (:

later going tuh buy jeanns (:

{ hais .

now no money top up cardd lar .

i ezlink minus money ler .

denns tues wanna watch movie + take neoprint .

denns hazel b'day coming mus buy pressie .

yups .

im sho dead la =X

; edison chenn (:

2006-04-13T00:51:00.000-07:00

{ whatever.

i went for morn jog anyways .

when i was jogging halfway, my ankle was hurting like HELL <

sy stopped jogging and pei wo (:

thankiew xD

# iloveyouLOADS (:

haiis =(

i feel so useless !

its just 1.2km and i cant even make it !

ARGHH ! i hate myself =(

{ SIAN .

actually today i tot mr wong wont do anything la .

then when we keeping the microscope that time .

den we just got the hydrilla cell .

den we wanted to draw .

den everybody else all keep the microscope ler .

den i told ruth " quick . i dun wanna sing song leh "

den mr wong say " gwyneth, i look forward to you singing "

HRMPPFF =(

iwantoseeyou. imissyou. iloveyou.

you'remyeverythingbaby.

2006-04-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

jus went to c doc .

yepps . doc say i over-stretch my ligament ( is this how it is spelt ? )

then he excuse me from P.E and GUIDES for this and next week !

ARGHH ! im so pissed off la !

i told him i dont want any excuse letter !

and then he STUBBORNLY give me la !

i know this is all for my own good, but my 2.4 is coming !

cant he understand ?

i NEED to train my stamina .

ok , FREAK <

i shall not care about the excuse letter (:

perhaps ill just not go for morning jog tmr and next week i shall go for guides and P.E (:

who cares la !

doc tell me that i over-stretch my ligament alot =(

den i still doing this lehhs .

aiya . risk a bit la .

ok . PRAY for me (:

pleaseee =((

aiyaa .

{ SIAN

tmr got bio lesson .

wonder what will the mr wong do to me this time laa .

HRMPFF !

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got any kind souls out there which can donate money to me for guides association ?

pleaseee . any amount will do ( preferably $2)

aiya . 1 dollar also can laa (:

i donate 30 dollar until pocket got holee lerr =(

they say must finish the whole card !! =((

PLS PLS PLS !! =((

god will bless you der .

2006-04-11T01:20:00.000-07:00

=(

my ankle hurts !

i wanna go doc derrs .

buddenns i scared doc give me MC .

then tmr cant go P.E =(

haiishh ! i wanna go =(

HOW ? ! ?

anw, i accidentally deleted all the links while changing skin .

yea, so if u wan me to link u, tell me (:

WITH your blog add (:

sorry for inconvenience caused =(

# bio test was quite bad la .

i expected it already la =)

wahahas xD

the euglena cell i dunno how to label la .

HELL <

i lost the euglena worksheet .

so, i didnt learn .

and it takes up 4 marks out of 10 .

so i guess, FAIL !! =9

denn the maths test so careless !

FREAK <

arghhhs ! =(=(=(

hope i still can manage 2km tmr !

yeaa, go mee (:

lurlls .

bleahhs =P

2006-04-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

BOO =DD

im blogging at 11 pm when i hav bio test early in the morning TMR (:

andd i dint really learn it (:

ohh well (:

i went through abit of the tissues and got sick .

so here i am, blogging (:

lolls .

guess im going to be in the worst class next year =P

okay, i think bio sucks .

today, mr wong asked me to wipe the white board laa .

then when i walking to the board, he say

" you can use the chair if you want to "

what was that for la ?

INSULT okayys .

den whole class was like laffing at me =(

they keep asking me not to use that chair .

we girls hav backbone u know .

then i jumped like a fool and

and i did it, in the end (:

during the process of jumping, he still push the chair to me la .

walaos . i wanted to rebuke him la .

bud nvr =X

i regret now lehhs !

lolls .

make me lose face in front of whole class la can .

i know i short la .

also no need to lidat rights .

walaos =(

PUI !

tmr bio test !

i dun study !

=)=)=)

see what the mr wong can do =D

lolls (:

okay, its getting late (:

BYEBYE xD

2006-04-08T19:48:00.000-07:00

yes, new skin xD

i think its kinda kewl xD

bleahhs =DD

g0tta g0 eat lunchh lerr (:

byebye xD

RELINK !!! THAANKIEW (=